Friday 29 March 2013

Chapter 26: Only

Who will still miss a person that hurt you so much? Apparently, I do. I really miss the old Ginny. Although Lanny spends time with me every day. But, our relationship is slightly different. We aren't couples now, but best friends. He wanted to date me again, but I rejected. Now is not the time to talk about love, but about friendship. He's been giving me hugs and some advice these days. I love him, but I need to think about my old friend. I'm still thinking what to do .I  don't want to hurt her or anything. I just want to be honest with me and tell me the truth. I know she wouldn't be so calm and let me go that easily, she will find a way to get revenge.

That night after school, Ginny came knocking at my door. I was curious.  I opened the door. There were not a single of The Fabs but only Ginny. Ginny was crying.  She said The Fabs humiliated her. She was in my arms,  I  tried to comfort her. I was happy because Ginny still think that I'm her friend. I told Ginny to stay at my house but she refused.  I thought the whole thing will end, but it didn't. 

The next afternoon at school, I saw Ginny eating alone at the cafeteria.  The Fabs were at they're usual table gossiping about Ginny. I took my tray and sat next to Ginny. Ginny didn't say a word until she finished her food. "Can you come to my house after school?" she asked. "Sure!" I said. Finally after so long!

I went to Ginny's mansion.  Oh yeah, forgotten to mention about it. Ginny is a rich girl and lives in a mansion.  She had parties in her house so many times that I couldn't even count. We walked to her room. Her servant gave me a glass of orange juice. When I was about to drink it, Ginny tripped on my leg and poured her whole glass of orange juice on me. I quickly ran to get tissues.  But then, Ginny said she could lend me her dress so I went and change.

When I was back, she was smiling at me and we talked about how we met. I finished the whole glass of orange juice because it taste so good. When I was about to leave,  I felt groggy and dizzy. I couldn't stand and I passed out.

When I woke up, I felt very cold. I suddenly felt like I'm naked. I was really naked. My clothes were scattered on the floor. There was a guy beside me, I screamed. Ginny and The Fabs came out from the bathroom.  They were laughing and holding a camera. I cried and tried to take my take my clothes.  But, the guy press me on the bed, I cried, I struggled. He tried to kiss me but I managed to hit him in the balls. I took my clothes and ran to the bathroom.

I ran out of her house. I cried. I feel dirty. I don't know who to tell, so I phoned Lanny. I was sitting at the bench at the park, Lanny ran towards me and sat on the bench beside me. I hugged him. I cried. He hugged me tightly and and I cried.  "It's alright,  I'll be with you no matter what okay? Don't cry " he whispered.  I cried and let him go. I didn't know what to do. I haven't tell him what happen yet. He must be guessing.  Before he ask, I stopped crying and told him the truth. He didn't say a word and walked away, I followed him. 

He ran to Ginny's house. The guards were stopping him but he kicked them in the balls. He ran in and shouted. "WHERE IS GINNY PERKINS . GET OUT NOW! " Ginny came out from somewhere and gave a nasty look. Lanny went to her and slapped her. " YOU NASTY GIRL! SHE WAS YOUR FRIEND!  HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO HER? " Lanny yelled. "Because I hate her!" Ginny said. Lanny didn't know what to do. He just pulled my hand and stormed out of her house.

I was at his house lying on his arm. Maybe our relationship changed again. He was comforting me when I was crying. I love him. But maybe he doesn't love me anymore.  He kissed me on the cheek. I hugged him and we kissed.  He was chewing my lip, it felt great. But then it was getting late , so I went back home. I was still really sad. Really really sad.

People were pointing and laughing at me as I walk into the school hallway. I wanted to know why. A very nice friend, Amanda saw me and pulled me into the washroom.  "Your video is trending! " she said. "What video?" I ask. She showed me the video. I cried when I was watching the video. It was the video of the guy raping me. I ran out of the washroom and ran out of the school. I covered myself with my blanket. I don't want to see anyone except for Lanny. He's the only one who can comfort me. But things just like to happen. Ginny came with The Fabs and my mom let them in because mom has no idea what had happened. They came and they showed me the video.  I tried to get them out of my room but they slapped me. Revenge. They told me to go to Ginny's house to stop all these on this coming Wednesday.  I didn't go anywhere, not even school. I am embarrassed.

The internet is talking about me. But, my parents still have no idea about it. They don't care about me. I went to Ginny's house.  The Fabs and her were waiting for me at the room. Then, I saw the guy who raped me. I was afraid. "Go on girls! " said Belinda.  They surrounded me. Ginny blocked the door. That guy, Eddie, came and push me to the bed. "Hey baby, let's do it again" he said. "No, let me go!"I said. "No baby, I love that day I love you and your body. " he said. I tried to struggle, but he pressed too hard. He forced me to kiss him, but I pushed him. Then, The Fabs tied me on the bed. I cried. Eddie opened the buttons on my top. "Come on baby, let's do it. " he said. He starts kissing my back and pulls my top off me. I cried and cried. He wanted to take of my bra, but I started yelling.  "WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS JUST LET ME GO? " I cried. But, as he wanted to take off my bra, someone kicked Ginny's door. It was Lanny. He untie the string on my wrist and I hided behind him. He then breaks a glass on the table and scolded them. He pulled me out of her house. He let me wear his jacket.  Then, I cried in his arms. To calm me down, he kissed me. I went to his house. That's the only place I feel comfortable.

We couple again. I love him because of him. He's brave, hot, honest and I love. Don't go away Lanny, I need you very much.

Sunday 3 March 2013

Chapter 25 : Cry

Ginny is spending lesser and lesser time with me. I'm curious. She should me with me yesterday at the cafe but then she said that she's not free. I mean, not free? Ginny Perkins, you don't have a boyfriend, you are not close with your parents, you don't have a best friend except for me. I followed her one day and saw she went in to a guy's house. It was Lanny's. I pretended that I didn't see a thing and tried to phone her. " Hello Ginny! Where are you now? " I asked. " Erm, I'm at home and I'm not free now, I'll call you back later " Ginny said. She put down the phone before I did. She lied. She really lied. I didn't know what to do. She was my only friend when my parents don't spend time with me and I don't have a boyfriend.

I was checking my e-mail and I saw Lanny's e-mail. I clicked it and it made me cry. Here it goes : " Dear Marty,
I really really love you. I didn't cheat on you. That girl that you saw me kissing in my room was Ginny. I'm sorry. She forced me to kiss her, or she will tell the whole school that I raped her. I didn't! She was the one who took off her clothes in front of me and made me touch her. She took photos of  it. I'm sorry Marty, I never loved her. She's the one who think that she rules the world. I hate her. I really love you. I send this e-mail to you is to tell you that your friend is a jerk. I didn't want to tell you at first , because I didn't want to ruin your friendship between the both of you, but I couldn't resist her coming to my house in the middle of the night and disturbing me. I'm sorry, I'm really really sorry.
                                                                                                                                        Love,
                                                                                                                                           Lanny 
I cried. I cried for the whole night. My eyes were so red the next day. People were looking at me in school and asking me whether I'm feeling well. I saw Ginny. She was standing. " I know what happen and I hate it. Why do you want to do that?! " I shouted. People were looking at us, I didn't care, I want more people to know about this. " Oh, so you know that. Look at yourself ugly, you are not as pretty as I am. Lanny will love me more! " Ginny said with a flirty voice. " To be honest, Blake actually loves you, but he was desperate for money. I told him that he could get money if he helps me. Belinda helped me too!" She continued. I gave a slap. She was so flirty, I just couldn't stand it. I want her to feel the way I do.

I went to The Fabs and I saw her there. I poured cold water all over her body. She was drenched. She got laugh by those people in school because she doesn't wears a bra and the shirt was thin. Everyone can see her nipples. She was embarrassed  and she ran away.

I was laughing and laughing and suddenly I cried. I miss her, the old her. I really really miss her. I miss the crazy, funking , happy and kind Ginny. I cried. Again.